well i'm back on the internet again. i tried to leave it for the longest time, but it's come back into my life to fill a hole i've desparately tried to fill with other things i always tried to convince myself were more worthwhile. however, they couldn't keep me fulfilled and so now i need to combine them with my all my other occupations into a glorious weblog.

the name of my blog? well transcend is my favourite word as of now, it deals with my inability to understand anything when i delve under the surface. i'm living my life by trancending. Because i have the ability to delve under the surface, there must be something there to transcend in the first place; the naked ape condition, the distractions of "popular" "culture" etc. transcending that is to live but that's not the end of one's journey into transcending. my personal quest is to transcend through my music which i will be posting lots of on this log as and when i see fit. i hope it will eventually become more and more altered to fit patterns i read - that is if anybody becomes attracted to viewing and hearing such bizarity that is and forever will be the transcension of my life. fun.